Can I be like this at my old age?

Here I have combined the top(head) and the base(feet) which signifies a lot of things to me.

Firstly; at my old age I wanted to be like steam of my family's tree which combine the top and the base(like in a tree steam holds the root and the branches) to hold my family together.

Also I will be suppressed by the younger generation's thoughts as well as also pulled towards the older conservative thoughts, so I wanted to stay in the middle of the both to bridge the gap.

And also I have used my feet at the place of my hair, I wanted both my hair and my feet with me working properly at that age.